I wrote this post at Chelsea - Munchen half time break, and so far, the match stay boring with glasses score (0-0) (no no no, don't mention the amount of chances)..

whatever..

Today, I mistakenly drop my phone into water, no hard feelings there, but.. just a moment when I saw my phone only show bright white screen, I feel sad.. a friend which I hate so much because showing too many stupid broadcast message.. a friend which connect me to the outer world.. a friend is gone..
well..
until this post published, I have zero intention to repair it

Me Cowardsta

lol..
I just realize, I have no guts to do something big.. the first time ever, my minds go blank.. every word that I prepared was forgoted, every joke that I made before hand is collapsed, and just blank.. I just thanks God it's you.. just.. thanks..

By the way, it was even scarier than representing my team "alone" in my presentation. and well.. I feel free.. now..

Some Quotes ..

Someone ask The Dalai Lama, about "what surprised him most about humanity", He answered "Man.... Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived."   

dududu

Hey ya, Long time no proper write here

I got a bit much busier this semester, up until now, I only had one or two days where I can sleep soundly and get nothing to do all day, and just a little, I lost my interest in computer. WELL.. exclude my laptop, obviously.. it was the only places that I run to when things get ugly.

anyway, some random things appear in my mind, like opening a coffee shop..
..lol..
coffee shop, another crazy of mine, well. the real idea is I just want to provide some relaxing place for my self, because.. pekanbaru didn't provide me a place where I can silently go alone (or with friend), enjoying some warm light with internet surfing, some good cafe lounge song and drinking some dark brown water..
HAHA.. maybe, if I had money in the future, I will invest on this..

Well.. maybe they got one like this (j.co or some random coffee shop on MALL) and yes.. MALL.. enough for the parking burden, I need to walk far enough.. just.. no..

Coffee, warm light, and  sketching

April has come

and no single fuck was given that day

Valentine

ops, nothing to write..
LOL

Holiday's Post

Hello readers,it has been a long the last time I post something.. well the truth is, I want to tell you all about my Chinese new year journey, even since I come back, when the memories still fresh, but.. the desire isn't pop up and I can't think something good for you all to read
so, I will make it quick..

my holiday, day by day is wasted up on computer and song. somehow, bring my laptop to Balai is a great idea so far, so.. much of my time in balai karimun is used for skyrim and bastion, two games that I prepared from pekanbaru, and the other of I was doing, is pay a visit to big family.

 after some day, I go to yen sang, as known as rangsang, (background song : jay chou - dao xiang) and the first impression, there's was to many many many children, and it's very very noisy.. the worst, I don't take my laptop here, afraid of such unwanted scenario (fall into sea)  and no same-age-friend that I could talk to.. so, all my days is used for a song and sometime give payback to the kids with my 'sing' .. oh well, there's some good part, I finally can apart from any tech in 3 days (three or xl is got no bar there), playing in the beach, sleep with background song - sea wave's sound << this is the best part ever .. and, so it so windy, the wind don't stop flowing.. back to the nature this make me have soooo many time to thinking and yeah, the memories pop up.. make me so galau

after some day, I back to balai  with the super galau brain (background song : Owl City - Captain and Crew Ship) and the rutinity came back until I return to home sweet home, pekanbaru

Picture, coming soon ;)

YEY.. 3000 page view

New post, coming soon BD

And, suddenly 23'th is coming

Guess what,
I never expected chinese  new year would came this soon, well.. the main reason is I just finished all the exam yesterday and tomorow I must gone for a trip to tanjung balai karimun (again)..
can't surely remember when was exacly the last time I spend my chinese new year at other town, but.. hope this didn't became a boring one

ohya,
in case I can't post anything at there
"gong xi fat chai" to every chinese in the world, in this new year, I hope "wan se ru yi"

:)

Eh, just realize something,
I write about things, I just dont publish it :D
HAHA..

to be continued - the writer had a sudden exam